Don't Look Back In Anger

Okay, so I know I said no more late night posts. But I'm going to have to retract that from my previous entry because this is really the only time during the day when I can just clear my head and write without distractions. Augh, listen to me! I sound sooooo busy...I didn't mean for it to come off that way.

Anyway, for those of you who don't know...I'm really not into Korean music, but a friend sent me some tracks from Alex's album "My Vintage Romance." And for some reason, it made me feel the same way that Michael Buble makes me feel. It makes me feel girly Mind you...I have NO IDEA what he's saying most of the time...but the style of a lot of his songs makes me feel...girly. hahaha...and that's a good feeling! Anyway, so the big Korean music curse has been lifted from my virgin ears :)

Sidenote: I don't know why I refuse to tell anybody about this blog...because I still write as though someone's reading this. That's embarassing.

I just read a friend's blog and it was really amazing to read what she's been thinking about RE: her recent move to Otown. And it got me thinking and reflectinnnnnnng because I've been really blessed with the people I've met too and the invaluable opportunities I've had that I know I wouldn't have had anywhere else. Sometimes I wonder what my life would've been like if I stayed in Toronto. And despite my wild imagination - I really can't imagine it. And I think that alone is a testament of the heart that the Lord has been refining in me over the past four years. There hasn't been a single moment that stands out...it's been this gradual shift (with small moments of comparable significance), that I can't even imagine anything being any different. Bc the Lord is good...

Anyway, I did a Bible study on Friday with my high school group on free will vs. predestination. Man, I've got to say that they are way too cool. They are all so opinionated...actually, more so convicted in their beliefs that it really keeps me on my toes. I worry sometimes that when I get serious and tell them what I think, they get awkward and silent because they don't want to disagree with me...but I guess that's the price I have to pay for being the lone adult in the room....

In any case, it's getting later than I anticipated. So, I'll leave this here. Have a good night...ps: David Choi smiled :) and now I think I might be in love.